Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in eyecontact777's LiveJournal:

Monday, January 1st, 2007
10:30 pm	wow it's been over a year since i've written in this thing... hey friends! i don't even know if i still have friends on here or not, but hey i just really feel like writing tonight. i had this dream last night about an old friend...we talked a few months ago but it's been forever since we've talked...or at least it feels that way. i had this dream that i was apologizing to her for all of the crap that happened in our friendship...see, we let the attraction to a guy get in between us. i dated the guy in high school, and she was really close friends with him and she liked him too. then, he and i broke up and she was really close friends with him after that. anyways, a lot of crap happened b/c like i wasn't over the guy for a long time after we broke up, and they were really close and it caused problems b/t her and i. anyway, i can't get this dream out of my mind. i was apologizing to her and i was hoping she would find it in her heart to talk to me again. it's not like she won't talk to me at all, but the last time we talked, it was just VERY small talk. i know that things will never be the same between her and i, but i'm just hoping that we can be able to be friends. we used to be really close. in fact, she might even be on this whole live journal thing. if she happens to see this entry, i hope she understands that I regret losing this friendship, especially because now the guy is not even around and could care less about me. i cannot tell you how much i have learned these past few months. sooo much. life is too short to hold grudges. my father has not spoken to his parents and his sister for about 10 years now. i love my dad to death, but i really don't want to hold grudges like that. i know that there is only so much that i can change about this lost friendship and about the mistakes that i have made in the past. and the reality is, not everyone is willing to forgive others. i dont' want to end up being an unforgiving person. i really do not. i know that there is one person that i really need to forgive myself, and i have been unwilling to do that. but i think i have changed my mind about that after much prayer and thought. he knows who he is. and i think i'm going to email him right now. Current Mood: indescribable (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 6th, 2005
9:00 pm	your mama! back in Stuby! what now? nothing! Austria reunion in a few minutes, so this is gonna be a short one. do do do be do. ya ya ya. well, i have absolutely nothing to say b/c like everything i would say is like really private. yup yup yup. things are NEVER as they seem. i am not an indecisive person. some people may think i am, but i'm not. just wanted to put that out there. you know, i don't think i'm gonna write journal entries anymore. it's sort of lame and i don't really want certain people knowing about my private life. gaaaah! no offense against any of my friends, but like yeah. anyways, so maybe i'll write again, maybe not. Kim Current Mood: determined Current Music: Evanescence, "Bring Me to Life" (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 24th, 2005
4:00 pm	yaaaaaaaaaahhhh! summer rocks! but i'm a little tired! this is supposed to be my vacation from college, but i've just been like working so much and everything. i'm working during the day at a law firm, and at night at this video store. it's just like crazy. yaaaah. i'm feelin a little too vulnerable right now, b/c i totally wrote some really personal stuff in that last journal entry, and now it's like i wish i hadn't. Lord knows who all saw it. oh well, there's nothing i can do about it now! kim Current Mood: geeky Current Music: anything by Dashboard Confessional (Comment on this)
Monday, January 17th, 2005
8:49 am	Here I am Austria! What now Austria? what could be now? nothing, i tell you! it is impossible for anything to be now! Sierra would totally understand this little phrase. yeah. so i'm spending a semester abroad in Gaming, Austria. it's my first day here and i'm trying to get used to this like 6 hour time difference. i feel like i've been awake for days. prolly cuz i have been awake for days. hahaaha hoo noo? i miss my man, tho. i'm not gonna lie to you...it's amazing how much you realize that you took someone for granted whenever they are gonde and you can't see them everyday or like every other day or whatever. it's just willd man. that Tim. he's a sexy mo. let me just tell u. he's so amazing. and i just can't help but be a little sappy b/c he is so like ALL THAT! did you ever wonder if you had any soul? or like if you didn't have any soul, would you even bother to ask the question? this is what i wonder sometimes, if my life is just like everyone else's and there is like nothing different about me. of course, i know that's bullshit. my life is nothing like a lot of pple that i've met. i mean, many of the people i've been meeting lately come from very well-to-do families and they have a whole different set of problems. the thing is, i don't envy them. i don't think that my problems are really any worse than theirs. i mean, i have everything i need, and even if i don't have extra cash all the time, that doesn't make me a bad person. having more money or more possessions does not make me a better person. it just doesn't. well, that's my thought for the day. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 12th, 2005
7:44 pm	what is the dilly yo? hello...no one has really posted any entries so i'm like wondering if anyone has actually read any of my entries...prolly not. but oh well. whatcha gonna do? do do do be do...i wish i like had something to say but like i really don't. i'm going to Austria soon! yeah buddy. how freakin cool is that. i like it a lot. there's so much stuff i have to fit in like 2 suitcases that weigh like 50 pounds. i dunno how i'm gonna do that. it's like stuff for 4 months or something. it's pretty nuts i think. i mean i'm a girl and like i haave make upl and all this stuff and it's like hwat am i gonna do? anyhoo....yeah....i dunno what else to say except EUROPE HERE I COME! byeeee (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 30th, 2004
11:14 am	hello! this is my first journal entry and.... ...it's prolly gonna be pretty lame b/c like i don't really know what to write. bla bla bla bla....ok, i promise that the other entries will not be quite this lame. i promise. welcome to my live journal! wooooo!! i want to like invite everybody that i am close to and/or that i know but don't get to see all the time. that would be cool. especially those pple who live really far away. some people are just like across the country (like Lizz). i'm just like sitting here with Tim. he's talking to his family on the phone. we are both obsessed with the movie Napolean Dynamite. it's the best movie ever. yeaaaahhhh...it's way cool. yup yup. so i really wanna read my friend, Kelly's, journal entry. she sent me an invitation to her live journal and like yeah i haven't gone there and looked at it yet. i will man, i will. i swear!!! gaaaah!!! do do do be do..... did everyone have a very Merry Christmas? i hope so!! craziness... so i'm new at this whole journal thing, so like cut me a break, will you? hahahah love, me (Comment on this)